"What you have become is the price you paid to get what you used to want". - Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960
It's official. Today I broke 150lbs. I am devestated. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. For the last month and a half I have worked out, eaten better than I have in my life, and all I have to show for it is a new wardrobe of stretchy clothes since the other ones don't fit.
It's a scary thing, watching those numbers climb up. I want to believe that it's all muscle, but we all know that's not true. So what is going on?
I saw my doctor the other day, not really related to the increase in weight, but now I'm starting to feel like it might be symptom. I really need to not self-diagnose since everything the internet tells me is that it may be kidney related. In any case, my doctor sent me for a bunch of blood tests and we'll see what comes from that.
Faith, right?
Have you heard back about your bloodwork yet (maybe it's still too soon).
ReplyDeletesuprisingly, these results came back at the end of the day. If you read my last post (August 31, 2010) you'll find out the results. I went to my family doctor yesterday and he sent me in for more of the same since he too is concerned about where this weight gain is coming from. (He wouldn't have worried if I hadn't told him that I can't do up my pants). Tell your doctor everything! everything!
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